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Wednesday, October 8, 20086:11 PM
okay hello blog, do you feel neglected? sorry ):
i don't know why im typing like this but i guess i just want to make my post seem longer i guess,
i feel feverish omg sigh i hate being sick. cause unlike you, (who spends your life being sick) i am healthy and kicking most of the time i don't like to disrupt my lifestyle just cause i (very unwillingly) caught some motherfucker flu bug... and no i am not at home, once again i am spending my life at kk's house i come here almost every other day, it is my second home. i want to sleep very badly but kk is taking up the bed and he ordered me to switch off the lights and this is what you get, your best friend sitting in utter darkness blogging her sickness away.

WHY GOD WHY.

i have something to share with you: the choice of being a lemon and a non lemon can be clearly illustrated with the example of taking cold and hot showers. i dont know which is your preference, i am taking a wild guess that it is hot showers.

okay look at the parallel: hot=non lemon, cold=lemon. how do we explain this?

the thought of taking hot showers is appealing to me, i think about the steam, i think about the comfort of warm water upon my skin, i think of the warmth creeping upon me and taking away fatigue. likewise, being a non lemon brings upon such sensation as well, non lemons are the way we are supposed to be, the usual boy girl affair, the gushing... and it's so easy to choose hot showers and non lemon because it's readily available, it's the way things are supposed to be done, right? but non lemon and hot showers are so alike, they are so temporal. unlike cold showers, the comfort of hot showers melts away after i step out and there you go, i don't quite find myself committing it to memory. on the totally opposite side we have cold showers and lemons and it's easy to dismiss these two if you havent actually tried it. but when you find yourself caught in the situation (camping, stripped down and realised that the heater isn't on) you just have to take it as it comes. believe it or not, the feeling of a lemon can be said to be undeniable (dont you agree with me you two) and after much hesitation you just find yourself under the shower head and fuck, it is damn good cause knowledge tells us we are doing something wrong by lemoning but yet we are not restrained by others we cant see beyond our noses to receive disapproving stares. the cold water stings, but but but but but it is hell refreshing and after stepping out of it, i find my thoughts lingering upon what i went through. so what's your verdict? no i can't make up my mind, which very well justifies my identity HAHA

gtg, i think i am watching mamamia again with kk's family. i hope my analogy was good. love you two plenty plenty.