kawaii ♥ buffalos
more than average; more than just cows
fuck everything else.
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Wednesday, October 8, 20089:05 PMmaximizing
im feeling very very happy now. :)
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D something about reading blog posts from this blog makes me feel all fuzzy inside, its the idea of privacy? i foresee a big storm coming in my life, i can see it from all the recent small sign; i am bracing myself for what is to come, though i might probably just fall anyway. but at least you know i know that im expecting it. i think i grew more reliant on the ideology that i cannot control my own fate. hahaha. your analogy sounds plausible. although, technically, i wouldnt know. neither she nor i have been in a relationship and jm might be biased haha. sometimes i know i believe that so long as the element of like/ love/ adoration is present nothing can possibly go too wrong, whoever the person may be. which is why i am what i am. i tend to think that true love indeed does exist and that it tends towards the fairy-tale like love that you two constantly describe mine as. that is, what i believe, that no matter the temperate, love in essence is still the same. although, you two may be glad to know that while i have this ideology embedded in the sea of my heart, it is getting mined out. it is impossible for such love to exist, however much i would like it to, and believe in it. ( it is ironic that i believe and yet know its limited existence. ) because both ends of the stick (hot and cold) are both equally as superficial, it is as transient as love itself. both are mere tools of us human kind to kill time, to make merry and to add meaning to our pathetic lives. both ends of the stick are only attracted to well, attracted ends of the sticks. that is simply the end. its impossible to ask any more out of love than what is the mere superficial. arent you two proud of me? im no longer that dumb and foolish anymore. by and by, i would like to add that i am really REALLY craving yong tau foo right now i was going to buy ytf today! but NOOOOO my school canteen ran out of TOFU whats the point of YTF if there is NO TOFU? it should just be yong TO FU instead of yong TAU FOO. :( going to eat yogurt now i just ate like a quarter of a watermelon! lyrics from a chinese song i believe was an english song, but i like it anyway. its quite an old song. 为你封了国境 为你赦了罪 为你撤了历史记载 为你涂了装扮 为你喝了醉 为你建了城池围墙 一颗热的心 穿着冰冷外衣 一张白的脸 漆上多少褪色的情节 在我的空虚身体里面 爱上哪个肤浅的王位 在你的空虚宝座里面 爱过什么女爵的滋味 |
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